“Let me swim through your bloodstream and into your mind.

I want to know what you are thinking.

I sold you a promise that you were cheated from.

And now it seems I owe you more than just keeping my end of the bargain.

The door remains sealed as silence fills the room.

I want to stray away from everything I know, but I want you with me tonight.

As the days pass my words seem forced upon.

The easiest explanations are the hardest ones to pull together.

I’ve spun myself in circles, taking you along for the ride.

And this horror story was supposed to be mine alone,

But you’ve landed yourself the starring role.

Like they say “If I could go back and change things I would”

But honey, it’s not that easy.

Love, it’s the word I rather not repeat.

Something I am afraid of, the one thing I’ve been running from.

So please understand.

This fight was mine to battle,

and you’ve just caught yourself up in the middle.”

by: myself